brought vincent to cut his hair at amk central.
walked around amk hub, wanted to buy darling a present.
then dun have. zzz -__- . have to walk around at other
department stores le. i want to buy her water bottle,
small de, GREEN de. =x anyone see it, tell me hor.
then went to vincent's house. had dinner there. wow,
the food was really great. we shared wang wang biscuits
20 packets in one bag, i think i ate 13-14. i was really
hungry. but he said nvm, eat lor, cause if leave there no
one will eat de. wow. he so kind, all the food i makan. =x
waiting for supper =x this is the way to save money!
i pocketed $18 in just 2days. but that only applies for
weekends. i dun think i will get this much every week.
but im guranteed at least $7.50 for weekends. =x
alright, enough about the money saving. =xx

how i am going to spend my 1week holidays?
study,study,study.
i know i want to get at least 3As for myself, if not, 2 will
do. i cannot start revising at the last minute, i know.
if i did not study for mid-year and i got As for English
and POA, of course both just hitting the 7x mark,
then what can i get if i really go for it? hmm.
actions speak louder than words, so come monday,
i will be studying at least 3-4hours daily till friday.
and when school reopens, it will be pushing myself for
all the subjects, except mother tounge. i suck at that,
but i will try to get a 50. -.-

darling called me just now! although we talked for only
2minutes, i am really happy to hear her voice.
2minutes a day makes my boredness go away.
just 2 more days, 11months coming up, forever to go.
waiting in the silence, hoping things will get better and
better everyday. less quarrels, tmm tmm.. etc.etc.
i'd love you. with all my heart, my everything.
i want to give you the best that i can give, everything,
anything.
i want you to know, that i'd do anything for you,
not nothing, but anything, everything.
just because i love you. that is the magic, of love.
sometimes i wonder to myself...
how can i ever live without you in my life?

i see the mist in the skies, so beautiful. the early bird catches
the worms. (((: but i not going anywhere -.-
while waiting for darling last night, i slept at 10pm, a weekend
record for myself, because i usually sleep after 2am, latest was
4am. i dreamt of darling! (((: we had lunch together, and i woke
up. zzz. -___- alright, all for now.

darling, i wish you would call me everyday.
i really miss you. and its only day 2.
iloveyou, every second of my life.

whole day at home today. waited for darling to call me
since noon, but never called me at all. )))':
i miss you alot, darling ! and its only day 1 ! )))':
when you are with me, i wish time to go slower.
when you are not with me, i wish time to go faster.
a second is enough to make me realise that i am so
bored without you.
if only we could go out during the holidays...
if only.. if only.. if only.....

i love you cherylng.
i miss you, alot alot alot.
if only you were by my side..
missing you always. (((:

i am utterly disappointed with Manchester United.
i woke up at 3am today to watch them play the
Uefa Super Cup Final, where the Champions League
winners play Uefa Cup Winners. and so it was.
ManUnited v Zenit St. Petersburg.
Manunited had many players out with injury, say
name them? Ronaldo, Giggs, Hargreaves, and they
are still hunting for Berbatov, who wants to leave
spurs to come to manunited but the spurs manager
would rather let him rot with the reserves.
the game was dull for the first 30minutes. it really
came to life after that.
Zenit took the lead in the 44th minute, poor marking
by Rio Ferdiand gave the lead away to Zenit.
Ferdinand made many mistakes this morning.
that really cost manunited the game.
in the 2nd half, danny, duno who lai de, >< he took
11 touches from midfield to the heart of the defence
of manu and just slotted the ball home. what on earth
was that? manunited were just purely out of form.
they were really weak against the russian side.
manunited pulled one back in the 73rd minute when
a defense mix-up allowed vidic to sneak in behind
and tap in tevez's square pass from rooney's cross.
Manchester United 1-2 Zenit St. Petersburg on the
night. so Zenit make history, the first Russian club
to win the Super Cup, and to represent Europe to
play in the World Club Cup later in November.

cherylng is still sleeping. pig lai de. dun tell her hoh.
today woke up at 8.15am ! (:
i will rot at home. really nothing to do over the 1week.
study, study, study? zzzzz -__-
i love my cherylnglijia, pigpig... (((:

these pictures were taken in class today.
they look cool right? thats me. you did not see wrongly.
i say, reach for the stars.. ? haha.
& a rising star is born today ?
well, maybe people did not know that i had such a voice.
nevertheless, i will move on from here, and perform
more often next year. yea, you know what i mean!

i will change for the sake of you, everyone around us.
it only takes a spark, to get a fire going.
and soon all those around, get warmed up in its blooming.
that's how it is with love, once you've experienced it,
you want to sing, it's fresh like spring.
you want to pass it on.

today was the biggest stage of my life.
i actually stood on the stage with mr yeow and sang.
i thought that my piece was not perfect at all. the
microphone broke down, and i was like using my voice.
but thanks to all the supporters, as i was really scared.
you guys cheered me up. thanks, chongboonites!
'you raise me up' is now over, now for a bigger stage.
'to where you are' also by josh groban, but this time
it has a higher pitch, and i hope i will be able to qualify
for next year's teachers' day again. i was proud of myself
as i really stood out there, and gave my best, although
the microphone busted. i will be back for the challange.
as i walked out, some people from the crowd, some
people told me i sang well, i did well, and wanted my
signature. i said thanks to them and walked away.

thanks darling, friends, teachers, and everyone who
supported and cheered me today.

had a very bad tiff with darling today. i was really
super super angry. i can assure you to that. because
i would never tolerate someone lying to me, telling
me one thing and doing another. but we solved the
problem together, and went out around toa payoh,
and i sent her back home in the end.
long john silvers' for lunch today was super great.
as i walked darling home, she sang to me twinkle
twinkle little star, LOL. but quite nice. so i sang
to her, to where you are, and you raise me up.

i dun wan any more quarrels in the future.
it breaks my heart.
you have promised never to lie to me again,
so as i will promise you never to use the word again.

hey all. i will be singing with mr yeow for teachers' day.
for teachers. for darling. for friends.
i know i sound bad, but please do not laugh at me leyys.
but i will do my very best that i can.
hehehehes.

When you're happy,I'm happy too.
When you're sad,I'm affected too.
When you're high,i'll high with you.
When you're bored,i'll be there to make you smile.
When you're scared,i'll be there with you.
Just remember,If you need me,I'll be just right beside you♥
ily♥

Cheryl(:

Should i or should i not? thats the question i need to ask myself.
today's game was cancelled due to the heavy rain. good news
or bad news? bad because, i was really raring to gun down our
opponents, good because i was injured this morning. it has been
cancelled but i have not been informed whether there will be
another day to host the games.
i starred at nothing, but another disappointment in me.

sometimes i felt being taken advantage of. im not sure what i've
been doing is the correct things. but there are things people did
to make me feel that they are taking advantage of me. maybe
some might say yes, some might say no, but i myself do not know
the answer. i try to tell myself no, im always wrong, but somehow
it always lead me back to the same thing, because of the things
that people do, which causes me to think the other way.
i am really disappointed.

thanks ruilin for helping me post tonight. (:

i felt being cut my a knife.
tears rolling down my eyes.wake up! Joshua Yeap! stop being an idiot!

Today is a happy day.
Because i had lunch with darling today after school.
Chicken rice. ;D
After that walked down to ang mo kio hub. walked
around hub, searching for new boots for myself,
i need to change them as mine are tight le. ):
daddy has no time to go down with me to buy? ):
after that, went to sportslink, and then to popular!
after that walked around amk central, and then
back to hub, walked a few rounds, shared jokes
and stories. =X so lame loh, darling, make me
laugh like mad. -.- then sent darling home today,
all the way back near the shelter at her house.
well, she wants me pei her back home, then
must listen. if not kena slapppppp. ;X LOL .

okay, gunning for a victory for chong boon
tomorrow at the hiding place. since lionel coach
has faith in me, and will be putting me in the 1st
team, i will do my best, i hope the opponent will
not kick my groin -.- the last time i played i got
kicked in the groin and was forced to sit out
of the game. i swear it hurt. -.- bless me.

thanks to x.xinyi for helping me post.

everyday will be a happy day, as long as darling
is in my life. (((: i will never leave you, nor
forsake you.

sorry for making dear cry again.
i lost my temper and just raised my voice a little. ;X
but darling was very upset, sorry, very very sorry.
i should not have lost my temper, but because
darling did not answer me several times when i
asked her things. but its over now, she has
promised not to keep quiet when i ask her things.
and i have promised her not to raise my voice at
her. not even one bit. im really sorry, i did not mean
it, really. i love you, to the max. i swear.
im not a perfect person??
im balding, i got squinted eyes, six fingers, and
i have crooked toes. ^^

today had oral practise in class, with madam how.
i wanted to do my best for it, because i am going
all out for a 1 for the eoy exams. madam how says
i have the depth to do so, just that im careless at
times. my oral had been 10/12 for the past few
years, and its time to make it 11-12, because
the 1mark might be the mark that seperates me
from a 1 and 2. i have to think ahead. so what
i did today, the first time i read, i was caught
by the last sentence, so well i read, until the last
sentence, i stumbled, i read wrongly, and i tried
to make amendments, but i got a 10. i read with
emotions as well.
so, i opted to do it again, this time i did with less
emotions, and just read through, just like how i
would read normally. i made more mistakes this
time, but got a 10 again. it was the same passage.
i told madam how i wanted to try again, this time
a different passage, this time i did it perfectly,
madam how rated me 11/12. that was just a
practise, i know that with more practise, i will
surely get what i want for english. i know that
i have to work hard and darling will be behind me.
have to work hard to picture discussion too.
i must, and can make less than 25mistakes only.

madam how also added that i can be the MC
for events, she also added that it would be boring
to see the same people on stage, over and over
again. i've said that if the school wants me to do
it, i will do it for the school. but if the school does
not see anything in me, then forget it. just like
if i recieve a call up to play for singapore, i will.
but to play for the singapore u-19 team, i have
to impress in the 7-aside tournoment held at
the hiding place this saturday. if i perform well,
i might have a chance to join the singapore
squad. many people are eyeing for that spot,
too. but i think my chances are only a mere
1%, because im still recovering from my heel
injury, and i have to throw in my best on
saturday. maybe i can have a great comeback,
it has been months since i last hit top form.
if i impress, i might have a trial with the
singapore u-19 squad. and i hope to achieve
something from there, if not, gain experience.
my goal is to net 2goals during the game,
may it hit the back of the net!!

lastly, thanks to x.xinyi for helping me post
today. my blog is down, and i cant move
further from the dashboard page. it hangs
there, nothing comes out at all. my dumb
computer just refuses to move. aww, so sad.

my dear cheryl ng,
i promise to do anything to keep you happy
everyday. i will work hard to be your caring
and loving boyf. give me some time.
love you so much.
higher than the skies above...
deeper than the oceans...
wider than the universe...
oh oh marvellous love! ;X
sorry, i got carried away, but i meant it.
you're so loved. because, there is only one
you. another you is just impossible to find.

Joshua love Cheryl!
Cheryl love Joshua toooo!

His darling was here(((:

okay, i cant blog. something is wrong. im using dad's laptop
without his knowledge. i think i will be mia from blogging le.
went for soccer training in the morning today.
drills, then a 6-aside game, my team won 15-11 with me.
netting 5 and assisting the other 5. yay. (: during the shoot
out practice, i did something i have not done in over a year.
i took a shot from outside the area, and it curled, and bounced
off the right post, and boucing off the left, and into goal.
what do you call this? super tyco? LOL. i have done it 3times
in chong boon, but not oftenly. i wish i can do it again in the
tournament on 30th august, a saturday. but i suffered 2
abrasions on the heels of my feet, i hope to recover soon.
i ran for 120minutes today, okay, i think my form is getting
back. just a bit more training.

iloveyou, cheryl ng honey... <333>
go singapore, go for the gold!
oh ya, premiership starting tonight, but blogger down,
i cant post highlights... awww.... sms me for results.. hehe.

HAHAHAHA !
Stupid joshua cant log in.
X.xinyi (me)came to help you know.
thank me , thank me.
I'm so kind luh :D
hahahaha !
JOSHUA SUCKS. (: lol
CHERYL ROCKS

repeat after me,
WAIXINYI is v.kinddddd ^^

magnificent is the word to describe the day today. just wonderful.
had chicken rice for lunch with darling today, enjoying ourselves.
then had a slow walk to amk hub, walking around, sat around
the void decks, then went to kfc for tea-break. darling ate the
chicken thigh and had some cheese fries, we both shared the
meal. so sweet, right? (: then went back to hub and walked around
for awhile. darling wanted me to sing songs for her to listen. then
i started singing 'your love is a lie' but i dun mean it la, but i like
the song mah, then she like abit sad sad, then i dun sing it already.
she wanted me to sing 'fall for you' but i went to sing other songs,
LOL. so she keep on ask me for it leh, no choice, dun wan to
disappoint her, i sang in high pitch. heheh. she was like, so
embarassed to be in the public with me. i even threatened her
that i will scream like a sissy. LOL. i have not done that for a long
long time. whining. hahaha. in the end, i sang for darling, and she
seem to enjoy herself. okay, im going to charge her $1.
took mrt with darling, sent her home, along the shelter. walked
back to the mrt, and went back to amk. took 269, and went home.
i promised darling to send her home, often, because she loves it.
i wanted to do so in the past, but she is afraid of some things.
slowly, things will get better. i belive in us.
night? my mom wanted to eat japanese food. went out with my
sister first, and say dun care me, they go first, later i go find them,
i was busy with my work you see. then went there, ate the rice
with chicken cutlet curry, and had lots of wanton with myonaise
but without sushi today. walked around with my mom after dinner,
and then went home. the blogger is down today. so im typing down
what i did today. and i am really a happy person, not just today,
but everyday, because of cheryl ng. (((:
thanks x.xinyi for helping me post this. ty, so much.

iloveyou, cheryl ng darling! <333.
our never-ending love, our promises.

dear, i want to tell you something. wo ai ni.
secret hoh. shh..
you were there for me when i fell.
you were there for me when i needed you.
you were there for me when i wanted you.
you were there for me, everytime you knew
that i needed you.
and i know that you will be there for me,
whenever i need you.
you will be there for me whenever i want
you, miss you.
you will be there for me in whatever i do.
that is why you are irreplaceable in my
heart. because, you are the only one who
can understand me, whole-heartedly.
i commit my everything to you.
in all that i do, every word i say, will be you.
you are the reason i go on and live.
eternity can't seperate this special bond.
its all about you and me.

i am NOT the type of person who would get upset and cry.
if there is someone that can make me cry, then it must be
you. if there is someone that can make me happy, then it
must be you. i know myself as a strong person that never
cries easily, unless something really happened to me, that
caused me deep pain. human beings are like that.. they
will not appreciate what it precious to them. once they
lose it, it will prove costly to them. a real-life example is
me. i used to take things for granted, but have since
changed. i always say people make mistakes, and i dun
wan to forgive them. now, i have made a mistake, and
i do not expect myself to be forgiven too.
i know that it was wrong of me to walk off today, but
i knew it was wrong of me, and i quickly ran back,
injuring my kneecap.

i want to be someone who can gurantee you happiness
everyday. i must and i can, when the chance is presented.

happiness turned into anger, despair, and disappointment.
maybe im not loved here.
perhaps i should return to the place.
maybe somewhere else with the name of you? maybe?
the saying goes like this. long relationships do not last.
i did not believe that at first, but im starting to believe
in it. maybe when something happens between a couple,
the first thing that comes to their mind is break-up lor.
perhaps, i belong to that catergory as well. i can be a
bastard that goes around breaking girls' hearts. i can be
a bastard that goes around flirting with other people.
but i did not. i know how to control myself.
but certain things really make me disappointed.
i do not wish to bring up my past, the ordeal i went through.
it has brought me to the state of uncertainty, where i have
to think over and over again, about the right decision to make.

i want to last the relationship. but i dun know how to do so.
am i given the chance to do so? maybe no. perhaps, i
will go back to the place, where i was well-loved.

how could this happen to me.

today is a fucked up day. stayed back to watch dear played
netball. although im not a fan, i just went there to give her
support, maybe that is the time she needed me most. oh.
but damn fucked up, i lent the volleyball from the volleyball
players, then hor, got one FUCKER come take the ball and
throw to the hall, then i went to lend again, then he went to
take the ball away from us again. think what big fuck is it?
not we never ask for permission ley, i asked nicely, and i
had the ball. so why should you fuck care about what im
doing? you are so damn bloody stupid. mind your own
business la. i always regarded you as one of the best
volleyball players, but your actions just ruined my image
of you, you bastard. i will no longer have any respect for
you. if we go head to head in any matches, dun say i have
not warned you, i will go for your head. i swear.
mind your own business if you dun wan to get into any
trouble. and what did you say? no balls? play your black
balls? racist remark? you want me to spell out everything
what you have done? oh. a leader himself, disgracing
himself by using crude remarks? oh, call yourself a senior
and a role model. please la. you dun deserve it. you are
just disgracing yourself. if you are not involved in anything,
dun act smart and try to be involved in something, which
does not concern you. i do not appreciate you doings.
so shut the fuck up, and mind your own business.
if you cannot, then please, fuck off.
you get me on my fucking nerves, you bastard.
i have not been so bad for such a long time, and you got
into my books. well, everything i do, will be against you.
well, we shall see... what happens..
why so serious? oh. (((:

quoted from darling. >>
other than you, i will hold no one else's hand.
other than you, i will not kiss anyone else's lips.
^^ im so loved by darling. wee ~~ ^^

cheryl ng = my love, my life, my everything.
without her in my life, it is meaningless.

i devote my everything to you, cheryl ng.
love you forever. (((:

Money Not Enough (2) is a show worth the time watching.
although the show is hilarious at times, it also teaches us
about moral values. it also has some touching parts. some
were shedding tears, including dear. we were at hub to
catch the 3pm movie. it is rather a popular movie among
people, as seats ran out quickly. i remember asking dear
not to do it in the future. the scenario was the 3sons
throwing their mom into the old folk's home. although
their mother did not complain, she shed tears. i was
rather emotional by the scenario but i did not cry. dear,
on the other hand, shed tears. paying $17 to learn moral
values is worthwhile, as we both go home, with something
learnt. and the lesson learnt will always be kept in our heart.

iloveyou, cherylnglijia. (((:

i'll be watching the dark knight at home later at 8pm!!
so excited. my dad bought the dvd copy back!
many other movies as well, including red cliff.
but i have got no time to watch them. too bad for me.
feeling very sleepy now. my ares are shutting. LOL.

we have already spend so little time with each other.
i would rather spend the time loving you more, rather
than having quarrels with you.
love ya. get well soon alright? it hurts me too see you
sick. when you get well, i will treat you to western food!
i promise. (((:

you broke your promise again. ))); awww. sadddd.
but never mind, we will do something about it.

cheryl ng is a pig. only know how to sleep and eat.
i can assure you to that. ^^
please do not tell her you saw this.

a very bad headache today. i always sick one eh. maybe too
much of computer games? went to sick bay today. then mom
came to fetch me home. slept slept slept. got abit better. and
now i think i get back the headache and fever. haiyo. very
painful leyy. zzzzzz -_-
lovelovelovelovelove darling sooooooooo much! (((: ehehehes.

BORED AT HOME. im have headaches, headaches, headaches.
let me say what i have read in compositions, in a test somemore.
it goes like this... 'the buses fare are expensive. e.g. child 45cent
or 55cent and adults 90cent or 1.10cent.' the cent is the sign
which cannot be found in the keyboard. i swear i was laughing
my arse off. another one is.. ''the taxi is faster than the bus
because they dun stop, stop and stop.' funny isnt it? LOL LA!

madam how says i have to go for counselling, something really
terrible happened to me. one that anyone cannot imagine. it
might happen, but no one would have expected it to happen
to me. i will not tell anyone, except the people that i trust.
i will heed madam how's words, as old people's words are
trustable. i enjoy calling her AH MA. ^^

everlasting love, not life* .
my mistake sorry. (((:
love you dear! <333~

Happy 10 months anniversary to Cheryl Ng darling!
we have been through quite alot together over this
period of time, and i hope we can last till the end,
and i know we will. sorry for the times that i made
you angry or made you hurt. i promise to be even
better, alright? (: thanks for being there when i
needed you the most, and i know that it is not my
imagination but it is because you treat me best.
i just got to get next to you. (:
Joshua Yeap ♥ Cheryl Ng, now and forever.
02102007 to everlasting life. i promise.

the differences was cleared already. now we are going on,
to a new start, i hope i keep my cool already. i will not let
go of dear.
something extraodinary happened to me today. no one
will ever believe. i will tell it to darling tomorrow. i cant
tell her now, im afraid she would worry for me.

iloveyou! (((:

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Honey is my love, my life, my everything.
Love darling, higher than the skies above,
deeper than the oceans,
and wider than the universe!
02102007, 2222hrs was that magical night,
and the night will never end.
It's a PROMISE !

Whoever insults darling,
will die horribly.
In the name of joshua!
AND my name work wonders.
I can assure to that. ") try me.
triple dare.



1.Love darling more and more
2.Old handphone to function!!! all the messages she sent me are in there!!
3.Wants to show concern, but don't want to hurt her
4.Wants to show that i care, but am afraid of wrong approach.
5.Hopes she will not even rule out the possibility to reconcile in the future.
6.Wants to watch movie with her
7.Wants to embrace her in my arms ever again
8.Wants to show love, care and concern to her.
9.Wants to do everything that i can to win her heart back.
10.Hopes that the op is not needed!!!!
11.Hopes that she will gain back confidence in r/s
12.Hopes that she still has an affection for me
13.Hopes that somehow, someday, she will come back to me.




no hates at the moment. love thy neighbour, love thy enemy, says the bible.



when i update my blog, i will put a word randomly daily.. whoever guesses it first, shall win something from me. eg: Joshua < 4 > has < 9 > for a start, it shall be 17 words first.

Our Love Will Live Forever! !

2nd October 2007 ♥
CherylNg {3 JoshuaYeap

If rain drops were kisses,
I will send you showers.
If hugs were seas,
I will send you oceans.
And if love is a person,
I will send you me! :D

Written on 020909
HAPPIEEE 23rd months anniversary my dear! :D
All i need is YOU.
I lurve euuuuuuuu Joshuayeap hubby!(: <3!

Love,
Joshua yeap's,
Cheryl Ng

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