im very hurt when you do not keep your promises.
i wanted to kiss you in the end, but you did not want.
i understand. but what hurts me most is, when you
rejected me, you walked out on me. im really very
hurt. promises are always broken.

I LOVE 'C LAOPO' !
02.10.2007 to everlasting love.
fate that brought us together.
passion that brings us together.
love that will bring us through forever.
nothing's gonna change my love for you.

Chelsea 2-1 Manchester United.
im very disappointed by the first half display by manunited.
they were just fooling around, and i think that 2-1 was just
a lucky escape. it could have been 4 or 5 for chelsea.
rooney was injured yet he carried on and scored for
manunited after a defensive mix up by chelsea. 1-1 game on.
handball by carrick. 85th minute. up stepped ballack,
who converted the penalty kick. 2-1 to chelsea.
5minutes of stoppage time for manu to change things.
in the 90th minute, ronaldo's shot was cleared off the line
by Ashley Cole. and then, in the 92nd minute, Darren
Fletcher's header was cleared off the line by Andriy
Shevchenko. lucky Chelsea. however, it was 2 of the best
teams in england playing the best of attacking football.
as a Manu fan, i believe Chelsea deserved the win.

208 days , with 'C DARLING' and i still love her as ever.
and i know, the promises we made. all the promises
and my love for you, are kept deep inside my heart.
i will never forget them, in the name of Joshua.

today went out with darling, sabina, yea jing, rhobin and
rui ling to bugis. had fun. but walking is tired. lol. sent
darling home and i got angry with her, for not giving me
a kiss. how funny can i get. then darling thought i wanted
to break with her, and i also thought that darling wanted
to break with me. so embarassing. lol. but it was just a
misunderstanding. no such stuff as breaking thing or
whatsoever. darling cherishes me, and i cherish darling.
darling loves me, and i love darling. although today never
muackmuack, monday can. monday if dun have, then i
will angry de. =X shhhh... 10more days to our 7th month.
206days and the 'cute couple' are still together. ^^

204 days , and still going on strong as ever .
i know that i'll never leave you , nor forsake you .
just like darling who will never leave me alone,
nor forsake me . right ? =) today took photo with
darling ! so cute sia , wo de darling ! who want see
can only lend my phone from me. lol . cannot post
on blog. paiseh. since 2months 2weeks ++ since
we last had a snapshot. so i was rather excited
about that one, being such a nice one too.
i love darling .
darling loves me .
~the love that brings us up high, and leaves us free . ~
forever love , love , love ! <333 .

enjoyable today . a kiss at the mrt . so song !
J & C = everlasting love .
203 days together, forever still to go .

202 days, not strong, but hanging by a thread.
a wonderful saturday we had, but today was like shit. i swear.
i patiently waited for you 2hours, what i got? sian sian sian, and
more sian. how can we go on like this? exams are coming, i
know our past one month was like shit. so i chose to spend more
time with you to make amendments for that past one month.
in the end what i get? shit. i tried to hong you, then u told me
you sian. then when you talked to me 3times, i also sian la.
we cannot be consistent in what we do one meh? why every
2-3 days must experience heartbreaking stuff. what can i
conclude about today? i wasted 4hours waiting for you and
doing nothing..? great. it is really evident that we cannot even
progress far from here. really. it has come to a stage where
i dun even know if you really love me. why everyday must sian?
i devoted so much time just for you, i got back shit.
really, its meaningless to go on like this. you promised me over
and over again. again and again my heart really shattered.
i really dun know what to do. someone please advice me. i really
had enough of it. everytime i think back, i feel very hurt. it
has come to a stage where i really feel lost. i want to give up,
because it happens over and over again. disappointing day.

Blackburn 1-1 ManchesterUnited
Bla: Santa Cruz 20'
Manu : Tevez 88'

201 days , and still going on strong.
i love my darling , now and forever . <3

3 kisses, 1 2-second hug, and holding hands for a long while,
was the perfect response to the critics that we have not been
going on smoothly, for the past one month, and what actions
they were, to mark the 200th day of us, being together. we
havent gone out for a long while, and there was many many
conflicts during that 1month 3weeks. i have learnt that taking
initiative is the most important in a relationship. however,
it cant be always the guys who have to give in. i feel that
both parties have to give in occasionally, to avoid jealously
and more likely, uncalled-for misunderstandings. i would like
to thank darling for being able to come out today, for such
long hours, even if her injured heel, she still persevered to
continue walking on. so we went to the arcade to play.
i spent $8 for 8 rounds of basketball. the best achievement
i did with darling was 317points from 3stages. we also played
daytona usa together, and the spot the difference at zone x
at jubilee. although we crashed out early from the spot the
difference, what matters most was we have enjoyed
ourselves. that is something i hope to achieve everyday.
we went to amk hub's zone x too and played basketball.
although darling and me scored 122 for 2rounds, it was due
to the slow movement, and tired arms of ours, which caused
us to falter. points do not matter anything to me, not even
the extra money i chose to spend on. as long as darling
enjoyed herself, i enjoyed myself, any amount of money
is worthwhile to spend. then came the kiss, it was really
a long while since we had one, 1month 3weeks. that was the
one which could decide how happy we would be in the future.
today i have seen darling smile many times, it shows me how
happy she was today. today i was smiling alot too, it also
tells darling how happy i was today from my facial expressions.
one day like this is not convincing. we have to pick up our
steps, and make sure it is like this everyday, being very
consistent, and not just once every two months. today is
also the day that proved everyone wrong that we were in a
mess-up. what happened today was a clearcut example
that there is no conflict between darling and me.
i promise i'll take the initiative to do things, i hope that you'll
take initiative to do things at times to, just like how you
demonstrated today. however, it could have been a perfect
ending had you allowed me to take a photo together. it has
also been a long while since we had one, approximately
2months and 2weeks. i hope that we can take more photos
together regularly too. today, 19th april, 2008 is a day
worth remembering, our 200th day being together as well
as the glorious things which took place today. it brings
me back to what we were in the past, more than what it
took to be a loving couple. taking photos with you will be
what i desire. what i want most, is to love you forever, and
to recieve your love forever. being with you forever, and
you being with me forever, is the most important and what
im looking forward to, as days go past. as everyday goes
by, our dreams are one step closer to be fufilled. thank you
darling once again, for enduring with the pain at your heel,
to give me a memorable, yet unforgetable 200th day
anniversary. i honestly hope everyday will be like this,
without doubt. love me darling, like you never did before.

i love my darling! and i know, my darling loves me! <333.
19th april 2008.
200th day anniversary.
what a day it turned out to be.
a memorable yet unforgetable one.

anyone in a relationship who has hit 199 days would be something
to be proud of. not me. i have already given up. at this rate we
are going, we'll never reach what we were in the past. again and
again you promised, disappointment after disappointment for me.
you promised me that you'll have more time for me. you promised
that you will not leave me behind. nothing was fufilled. we have
been together for 199 days, im very sure you understand my
character very well. ever since 4th march we went out, no other
day can match even 10% of what we were in the past, can any?
ever since, everyday was dull and everyday got conflict. its very
sickening. tiring to go on like this. i really dun know whats the
problem. i have already done my ways and means. i sacrificed
everything i had, just to spend more time with you. what do i
get back in return? being rejected and disappointed for my
efforts. is what i have done not enough? i give in to you mostly.
i always have to give in. arent i your boyfriend? i have to admit
ever since that day, i have never felt happy for once at all. you
always treat your friend better than how you treat me. if im
just a playing toy, just tell me so. couples who have been
together for 199days, will not be shy. on the eve of our 200th
day milestone, things had to turn out like this. disappointment
has become my very good friend. everyday i experience it.
i hate the way that your friends are more important than me,
and i somewhat feel that they are of influence to you. you
always tell me, do this do that. i followed, never once without
a friend. why must there be friends everytime? friends are
friends. correct. then me? cant we go out like what we used
to do in the past? why is it that everything has changed for
us now? at this rate, it will send not just me, anyone in my
state of mind, will go berserk. i know i cant help the situation,
but i already gave in each time, i tried my best to bring life
into the relationship, but there is nothing that can be done.
i hate the way things turn out. we have a conflict every 2-3
days, im getting tired of this. there has never been one day
where we can enjoy ourselves. expressions do not tell lies.
it dosent take a genius to know how someone is feeling.
i accept that love is like this, forgiving and patient.
but i have already given in everytime i possibly can, and
it has come to a stage where i feel that im been taken
advantage of, each time i give in. i really have no patience
to wait anymore to get back to what we used to be in the
past. each time we get this problem, im always afraid to
read your messages. im afraid that you wanted to break.
i have never been afraid of anything, not even when i
was in the darkest periods of my life. yet, im afraid of a
sms. how silly. but its a fact, im sure at this rate, you do
not want to go on as well. im not saying that i do not love
you. what im saying is that, i do not feel loved by you.
saying and showing are 2 different things. anyone given
a choice, would definitely back me up, by choosing being
shown love and not being told. time is really running out
for us. we better do something, before it draws its
terminal breath. think over it...

i am nothing but the special one.
for darling loves me for what i am.
and i love darling for what she is.

sorry , today i have no mood to post the secret . i will do so when
the time is ripe , and when im feeling better . i know that im a
problamatic person , and condemned person , because of what
i've done in the past . people might not know about it , but what
i did was absolutely stupid . no one would ever like it . it was
really the darkest moment of my life , and i was fearful , that
i would be called to squat in the boys home , being bullied there,
gay-sex there for 3years. it almost happened to me. i know that
im stupid, im useless, cannot ensure people trust, cannot give
people sense of security, and im corruptible. i did not know what
i did then , was wrong . i really did not know . i was told to do it,
and i listened. how foolish could i get? scold me if you want. that
was the only moment of my life that i was scared , but thanks to
qimei for being there with me . she was the one who gave me
the wake up call . if not for her , i would not be what i am today ,
in terms of my improved behaviour , character .
i have also found out why couples tend to break up. it is very
frustrating when the male/female takes the initiative to do
things, but always gets rejected. i have been through this many
times, and i know how to feeling is like. the feeling is worse than
blizzards piercing through your hearts. when this happens, either
side of the couple, will feel very stressed out, and very unhappy.
the guy/girl will then try to find other ways of happiness,
perhaps, 2timing behind the back of his/her partner, to pursue
the real happiness. im sure what i have said is correct, because
i have seen many couples like this. 2timing is not a good thing,
but it is when the guy/girl gets desperate, the lack of love, will
drive him to the corner and 2time. the guy/girl does not have
the intention to 2time, but the shock and the fatal blow that
was delivered to him/her is well difficult for him/her to handle.
im not saying that even that im stressed out, i will do this.
what im saying is, lack of love can cause this to happen. im very
sure of my statement. i have already given examples.
im not saying that i will , but at this rate , one will 2time. i wont
rule out the possibility at this point of time, because in love,
anything can happen due to lack of love. to every couple, if
you happen to read what i have just said, to see the actions of
your partner and rectify with him/her to see what can be done.
i repeat, lack of love and trust has an 80% chance of causing a
couple to break , or the guy/girl to flirt behind his/her partner's
back. anyone who sees this, might take my advice.
do not say that i have not warned you people, for the signs might
have already been there. if you know that you're one of them,
take the initiative and ask your mate. do not wait till the time
comes, then you start to regret. once again , do not say that i
have not warned you , for the signs might have already been
there.

i have a secret to tell , but will do so , only tomorrow .
today had a wonderful time with darling . it was like ,
we never went out together before . the feeling was
so good , the atmosphere was absolutely brillant .
i hope it will be like this everyday . i love you darling !
love you , the way like i never did before ! loving you
high , and leaves you free ! love , love , love ! <3 .

Manchester United 2-1 Arsenal .
what an exciting match it was . it was both teams showcasing
their attacking talent . wayne rooney could have had a first
half hat trick , had he put on his shooting boots . emmanuel
adebayor too , could have scored twice in the first half .
just after the restart , arsenal took the lead through
adebayor , who just nodded the ball home after a poor
defensive error by ferdiand , carrick , and van der sar .
that put the home crowd in silence . soon after that ,
william gallas handled the ball after michael carrick
volleyed the ball back into the area. PENALTY !
up stepped ronaldo , who put the ball into the back of the
net calmly , but had to retake the penalty , due to the number
of players manunited had in the box . ronaldo calmly put
the ball away again . then in the 72nd minute , manunited
were awarded a free kick just outside the penalty box .
everyone was expecting ronaldo to test the goalkeeper .
but out of nowhere , hargreaves took the free kick ,
and it curled over the defenders and into the back of the
net . it left the goalkeeper stranded as he did not expect
the shot from hargreaves . well done , manunited !
enough of soccer . well , now real business .
i hope that i will have more time with darling . it has been
4th march since we went out together ! thats **** long !
i wait till very sian already !! going berserk . lol ! i wanted
to give up , but i told myself , i'll be letting darling and myself
down , i knew that she loved me just like i do love her .
we should learn from our mistakes , understand one another
better , and never to repeat the same mistake . well ,
i know that , tomorrow will be a better day . impossible
is nothing . i love darling . <3 . darling loves me too . <3 .
well , we both love each other . and nothing stops us .

today went out with rhobin . wanted to catch the same stitch ,
so that darling could have one , and i myself can have one too .
but it turned out to be , shit ! cause , i spent $50 on it but
to no avail . laughing my arse off . what a waste of money .
i still havent buy wallet ! who can buy me ? =X and i want to
buy new 'couple' ring for darling , and me . wa wa wa . now
no money . pok kai already . the stitch so damn cute la .
i dun think anyone can resist . espically sabina . lmao .
that day i catch the thing , only spent $6, today spent 12times
of the amount , catch nothing . LMAO ! maybe , by catching ,
is just a form of sincerity . well , up for all to guess .
all i can say is , i really love my darling . !!
i shall let the pictures do the talking . cute or not , up for all
to guess . well , i think is cute . nvms . lady luck was not
with me today , but lady luck will come back to me , someday .


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laughing my arse off . hope all enjoy the cuteness of the toy .
for your information guys , this toy is limited edition . you cannot
find it anywhere . well , lady luck was with me on that day .
the toy above , is for my darling !! woo hoo . <3 darling . i love you .

today went out play lan awhile . darling so propro in audi .
i so noob . lol . i first time play audi . lmao . walked hub
awhile , at least held darling's hand for awhile . but hor,
very long never TMM already . i wanted to send darling
home but she dun wan let me . =( nvm , i know that
i will love her still , no matter what . missing darling .
loving darling too . <3 .
computer tio virus , so blogging lesser already . idk
how to reformat the stupid thing . lol . paisehx .
and lastly , i hope that manu beat arsenal tomorrow .
most importantly , i love darling . <3 .

hi people. im here to share a lame joke today. dont ever ever ever
underestimate the power of this joke. i used this to cheat darling
de leh.. i told her if she laughed, she had to give me 100kisses.
so she read.. read.. and read.. then finish le, she gek sia, mai laugh.
i tio scam 100 kisses !! omg !! this joke also made alishia jiejie laugh
wor! say very entertaining de! some might have seen it already,
just wanna share with more people. =) place your bets first. if you
laugh, money come to me. if you dont, forget it kays.
it goes like this............


John: Ahh.... At last. I can hardly wait!!!
Jane: Do you want me to leave?
John: NO! Don't even think about it.
Jane: Do you love me?
John: Of course! Always have and always will!
Jane: Have you ever cheated on me?
John: NO! Why are you even asking?
Jane: Will you kiss me?
John: Every chance i get!
Jane: Will you hit me?
John: Hell no! Are you crazy?!
Jane: Can i trust you?
John: Yes!
Jane: Darling !

ok , not so funny yet. read from bottom to top after marriage.
it should go like this....

Jane: Darling !
John: Yes!
Jane: Can i trust you?
John: Hell no! Are you crazy?!
Jane: Will you hit me?
John: Every chance i get!
Jane: Will you kiss me?
John: NO! Why are you even asking?
Jane: Have you ever cheated on me?
John: Of course! Always have and always will!
Jane: Do you love me?
John: NO! Don't even think about it.
Jane: Do you want me to leave?
John: Ahh.... At last. I can hardly wait!!!

laughing...? anyone...?
I LOVE YOU , DARLING ! <3 .

today is the day that i promise my darling that i will love her
forever. i everytime promise her that i will love her forever,
because i know that i will. nothing will change my love for
you darling, you're the one for me , and i love you just the
way you are. and i still want to say this again , i promise
that i'd marry you , one day darling . <3 . muacks .

my $143 shirt , from the back view . from the front cant take tio,
cause i cant make the shirt straight . lmaos . the picture shows
my name , obviously , and my favourite number, which is 7 .
7 , because cristiano ronaldo wears the number 7 too .
i do regret buying this piece of shirt . i know that i will not buy
another shirt anymore . this shall be the first , and the last .
if i have the money , i would rather buy things for my darling .
its just a piece of clothing !! and cost me $143!! how stupid can i
get . zzz . if only ... i had thought of this earlier... well , too bad .
i love my darling . <3 .

i miss darling . i love darling .
i have collected my manu shirt already , cannot upload the
photo lehh. lmao.
darling , ai wo bie zou hor ! dun pang seh me again !
love me , like you never loved me before kkays .
i love darling ! darling loves me ! <3 .

im utterly disappointed today . really . the anger in me is
boiling and no words can express the anger in me.
what happened has really cause my heart to shatter .
when will you care for me ? when will you spend more time
with me ? it has been fucking hell long time since we went
out together. all these might be small things, but they mean
alot to me. i understand we need to play at times, and have
fun. but having fun until im like transparent to you, is
totally unacceptable and really, preposterous. there has
been many occasions already happened like this. i really
hate the feeling being caught between the small crisis.
i always tell myself to relax, but i cant. it happens very often.
why cant we be like the past? where we just go out together.
why is it that when there are you friends, everything
changes. jealously, u might want to call it. but im really pissed
off when you have time for your friends but not with me.
why is it that you can share everything with your friends but
not with me? why am i being treated differently? i always
come to a point where i have to think, do you love me anot?
i know you do, but each time you do this to me, i really feel
very uncontrolled and very upset. i break into tears. i really
dun understand why im always rated behind your friends.
i really hate being caught in between and when i really have
to think that way. i dun want to, but your actions made me
feel that way. similar incident the other day, where you were
playing basketball and neglected me. you said you would
change for me, you dun wan me to be upset, you said that
you would spent more time with me. but how many times
did that happen? and why did it have to happen today?
im really pissed off and upset. and no words can express
the feeling in me now. i dun wan this to happen every now
and then. each time this happens, i really feel like you do not
love me at all, because you do not show any care for me at all.
i wanted to go to you, but you were having fun yourself, and
really did not care about me at all. you only start to show
your care for me, when you are told to do so. i dun wan it
to be like this. why must it when you are told then only
you will start to show? i really dun get it. fucking hell
pissed off.
people, you might think that im selfish and have bad temper
after reading what you have read above. but, read back again,
this has happened on many occasions, time after time , chance
after chance, day after day, and i have every reason
to be angry. read back again, and you will understand, what
i really need, and what really lies in me. read back again,
you might understand that im not selfish after all.

currently feeling very dejected and pissed off.
Reason being why must it happen everytime?
Why was there no amendments made?
I really want to cry everything out. Really very sad.

*FUCKING HELL EMO-ING IN PROGRESS*
please do not FUCKING disturb the FUCKER.

Middlesbrough 2-2 Manchester United .
im utterly disappointed by Manchester United's display.
they failed to take their chances. if you fail to take your
chances, then you have yourselves to blame for not
taking advantage and taking the three points.
Ronaldo scored in the 10th minute, before Afonso Alves
equalised late in the first half. Alves scored again in the
opening 10minutes of the second half and could have
bagged a hat trick. 2-1 to middlesbrough. united
wasted chance after chance and could have levelled
if paul scholes had been more accurate. nevertheless,
up stepped rooney who taps in from park ji sung's
cross after the winger had cut in across the defender
of middlesbrough. 2-2 . game on . both teams attacked
in the final minutes, and manu almost got the winner
when ronaldo was tripped just outside the box.
the free kick taken was a waste. manu could have
gotten a third in the stoppage time but it was boro
who had the last laugh , as they counter attacked and
almost got their third , after a slip by van der sar .
it was probably due to the bad weather. it was snowing
very heavily. i could see snow on the bald head of the
referee. oh yes, manu were clearly denied a penalty in
the first half. ronaldo's shot struck one of boro's
defender's shoulder. he used his shoulder to block it.
poor refereeing , he did not see it . keylong la !
both teams showed great attacking display.
a draw was a fair result. but chelsea are now 3points
behind manu after their 2-0 win at mancity.

oh yes , good night my dear . <3 .
i love you , be it yesterday , today and forever .
nothing will seperate the bond between us , right ? =D
i know that , i'd love you forever .
and i promise , that i'll marry you , oneday .

Arsenal and Liverpool played out another 1-1 draw at the
Emirates for the 2nd time in 3days. Liverpool took the
lead at the half time thanks to a goal from peter crouch
in the 42nd minute. but the hosts leveled in the 2nd half
through nicklas bendtner in the 54th minute.
other premiership results :
Aston Villa 4-0 Bolton .
Blackburn Rovers 1-1 Tottenham Hotspur .
Fulham 1-3 Sunderland .
Manchester City 0-2 Chelsea .
Newcastle United 3-0 Reading .
Wigan 2-0 Birmingham City .
tonight :
Middlesbrough v Manchester United ( 8.30pm at
the Riverside Stadium. )
Middlesbrough had beaten Arsenal 2-1 at the riverside
and Manchester United have lost there 3times since
2003-2004 season, with the heaviest defeat 1-4.
my prediction : Middlesbrough 0-3 ManUnited
i back Ronaldo to get a goal at least .

so i became from hero to zero today . i thought green would go all
the way to the finals. little did i expect, all the teams have made
tremendous improvement over 1 year . yellow house , especially
hot favorites to win the tournament this year. first up was red
against blue and they played out a magnificent 2-2 draw.
yellow against green next. our defenders played so badly that
we lost 1-7. when we were 0-5 down, i took the ball from the
centre line and unleashed a powerful shot, which beat lerkrit
and into the top of the net . 1-5, game on . but they went on
to score 2goals, to beat us 7-1. the second game was against
purple, a must win game . we did play our best . but i was the
talking point of the game. i stole the limelight, negatively.
I felt that the referee had no protection over me at all. i was
fouled a couple of times, again and again, yet there was no
free-kick given to me at all. i was denied free-kicks, foul
after foul, push after push. what i did was , launch a 2foot
tackle on johnathon from purple house, which i got myself
sent off. i had been warned earlier for using vulgarities in
the field. but i could not control myself. i was so angry.
getting myself a red card might not help much to the team,
in fact i've let the team down. i apologise to all members.
the ref, had no protection over me at all. like i said, foul
after foul, i did not even fall. if i did not fall, means play on?
the ball was already lost and not in green house's
possession, so it should be a free kick, instead of play on.
kaihua was awarded a free kick for a trip and yet i was
kicked and no free-kick given to me? what the fuck
is this man. similarly last year, i was denied another free
kick when i was pulled back in the shirt. what the heck?
the same ref told me i dived. please la. i dun need to dive
to gain sympathy or whatsoever. karabo left our squad,
and it was expected we lost. we did very well. chins up.
im supporting yellow for the finals. sam, all the best.
i got into trouble for the tackle, blacklisted.
but who cares? if the referee cannot offer the players
with protection at all, then whats the use of the referee?
running along with the ball? then where are the fouls?
referees are biased nowadays. what you guys have
seen about me just now, being agressive was just a
classic. i hope the referees will have more protection
over players. i was sent off for an obvious foul, then
not obvious no foul? how can la? its being stupid.
i have nothing to say at all. its totally useless.

wow, just came back from shopping. i cant believe it either.
i shopped myself for the first time, 2hours + alone, with
darling is 3hrs +.. so i bought darling a bag, i hope she
liked it alot. hmm , she really looks nice with it. haha. <3
it cost me $40. then , when they had to go back to school,
i went to buy myself shoebag, cost me $20, then the biceps
de $10. bought manu shirt $143 and chain $10. wow,
i actually spent $250 in a day. goodness gracious.
there goes my dream of buying psp. lol. nvm. i shall save
more money, to buy what darling wants. i love her alot.
i only want us to be together forever. ^^
love, darling. hugs and kisses.
JoshuA .

Arsenal 1-1 Liverpool
Ars : Adebayor 23rd minute
Liv : Kuyt 26th minute.
Fenerbahce 2-1 Chelsea.
Fenerbahce came back from 1-0 down in the first half
to make a remarkable comeback by beating chelsea
2-1.
tomorrow , going to get a present for darling .
first time in 6months she gets to choose. hope she
will enjoy it. im sure she will . hehe .

happy 6months anniversary to my dearest, one and only, darling.
we've been through so many ups, and downs together. but i would
rather remember the happier times we spent together. i still
remember how we got together.. back then.. i was your kor, then
became your papa, and finally, became your dear. what a massive
turn-around. but being your dear is one of the proudest things
in my life and i really appreciate it. back then.. someone was very
shy, and still 'she' is today. i duno why =/ ( I DUN EAT PPL ! )
i knew that right from the start, that you're the one for me, and
i love you just the way you are. i love you for your kindness by
nature, your caring actions and sometimes, your cute cute
actions. then, i bought a couple ring for you.. i stupid sial, never
ask you for your size de, bought so small. diao. $100 wor!
never mind, not the price that matters, is whether you love it or
not. that was only when our relationship was two weeks old!
it marks down as one of our best times together.
i would really love to hear you call me dear everyday, because
you have only done it once! not to mention the sms-es, almost
in every message is dear. but i want to hear it, hearing it
and seeing it is different. i think hearing it would be really great.
and, we have only took one photo together only. lols.
darling , mai shy , take more with me kkays !
lastly, wishing darling again , a very happy 6th month
anniversary . i know that i'll love you forever... and ...
i promise , i'll marry you , one day .
- that day will come . <3

UCL : Roma 0-2 Manchester United
Manu: Ronaldo 39th min , Rooney 66th min.
Schalke 04 0-1 Barcelona.
TMR morning : Arsenal v Liverpool
Fenerbahce v Chelsea
my take >>>>: Arsenal 2-1 Liverpool
Fenerbahce 3-2 Chelsea.

Green House : soccer update .
squad not to be revealed yet not to bulge info to the
other houses. i rate ourselves behind blue and yellow
respectively, so we might not get into the final this year.
however, we will do our best, play at highest level of
ourselves, and go all the way.

hmm.. thanks to darling for giving me to test her home
econs food. =x very nice wor ! duno like jelly or what
like that inside got corn de wor ! very nice . i love it .
thanks darling <3 .
rusing my homework i owed madam how for very long
le. the title is the scream or the fortune teller. i do not
know how to do ! omgomg ! si liao la !
sorry madam how =(
looking forward to saturday's games. i might not feature.
i've got a slight back injury. too bad so sad. well, whatever.
Roma v Manchester United tonight 2.30am chn23
my prediction : 1-1 .
Mr Dinesh : 1-2.
Andrew : 1-2.
we shall see . off to do homework , bye .

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CherylNgLiJia's.
die-hard Man.United fan

Honey is my love, my life, my everything.
Love darling, higher than the skies above,
deeper than the oceans,
and wider than the universe!
02102007, 2222hrs was that magical night,
and the night will never end.
It's a PROMISE !

Whoever insults darling,
will die horribly.
In the name of joshua!
AND my name work wonders.
I can assure to that. ") try me.
triple dare.



1.Love darling more and more
2.Old handphone to function!!! all the messages she sent me are in there!!
3.Wants to show concern, but don't want to hurt her
4.Wants to show that i care, but am afraid of wrong approach.
5.Hopes she will not even rule out the possibility to reconcile in the future.
6.Wants to watch movie with her
7.Wants to embrace her in my arms ever again
8.Wants to show love, care and concern to her.
9.Wants to do everything that i can to win her heart back.
10.Hopes that the op is not needed!!!!
11.Hopes that she will gain back confidence in r/s
12.Hopes that she still has an affection for me
13.Hopes that somehow, someday, she will come back to me.




no hates at the moment. love thy neighbour, love thy enemy, says the bible.



when i update my blog, i will put a word randomly daily.. whoever guesses it first, shall win something from me. eg: Joshua < 4 > has < 9 > for a start, it shall be 17 words first.

Our Love Will Live Forever! !

2nd October 2007 ♥
CherylNg {3 JoshuaYeap

If rain drops were kisses,
I will send you showers.
If hugs were seas,
I will send you oceans.
And if love is a person,
I will send you me! :D

Written on 020909
HAPPIEEE 23rd months anniversary my dear! :D
All i need is YOU.
I lurve euuuuuuuu Joshuayeap hubby!(: <3!

Love,
Joshua yeap's,
Cheryl Ng

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